migration

In view of the recent info overload. i will need to migrate my blog to a new location.

http://overide.sg/

Same crap on a new site. I'll stop posting here.

Ouuch!!!

Itchy hands.
Went to get another pair to make it 'foursome'. My first mistake was not following the order. I had 1, 4, 2 then last tried 3. About 4hrs later I was still not ablw to get 3 in. Crap! After so much pain and time I had to remove 4 to make it look even. I will try again tonight, it must all go in!!
Hiao lor, must have 4 ear holes lor. (Think I'll blame my friends who got me started on this painful journey, lalala...)

I don't know why I don't want to go for the sound crew gathering. Well they had a good laugh today after I cracked the joke. They are nice peeps, think its just my antisocial part of me rising. oh yah, someone said I sounded nice over the walkie. 3rd person to mention that. :)

I goofed up again. Think I need a bit more time to recover from this but I can't seem to gather the details. Grrrrrr

Guido is blind on the left. Darn, I hope its just a normal replacement ps don't let any major faults happen.

I'm gonna go hit the sack, its been a happy weekend, I hope you felt it too. :)

Sux0rz

It's been a long time I came home this early and for some strange reason, I'm not sleepy nor tired, think I'm fading away.

Why does it never stop? Must we force it to slow down or does the mind need to constantly regen it's juice in order to stay alive? I hate it when I've 101 things to think about, let alone cover them every single night. It's good to be yourself with people that you are comfy with, do what you want when you want it, your friends will still be there, no obligations, no motives just pure friendship. Such are a rare find or a risk taken too deep, of which time will reveal.

Yesterday I turned down an offer for a part time job. In which the person got offended by my refusal and I assume I may never hear of him again. Is it so hard to decipher the true worth of happiness? Must there always be money in the equation? I'm a terrible steward of my own expenses, but I never let it bring down my spirits. I know He has it all planned out, all I have to do is to let go of it, if its mine it will return, else it was never meant to be.

The little brown box

It's been under my table ever since. And everytime I look at it I have this sudden urge to rush things and get it over and done with. Guido will have to wait for the right time, it wasn't easy trying to get my hands on it but the worse is to have it installed and tuned by the pros. I will need more time to plan this. I hate to place stuffs on the dashboard and I've been delaying the other needed stuffs for the longest time. I might need to tuck this away beneath, so Ps be patient my dearest, your time will come.

Home seems weird. And I can't seem to be able to talk about it to anyone, everything seems to have changed and moods are affected. Think it outgrew me faster than I thought it would.


I need help...

lalala

Every skater's nightmare. It's been a while so i thought i'd give it a try.
(terrible pics, terrible phone cam)

The first one to get ripped open


All laid out neat. Learned to lay it out so i won't have problems separating them later


Good thing my pic is not clear enough. They are all VERY dirty!!



Degrease. And to remove all the crap that i saw inside. Eeeeee... even the color also turning, yellowish. And of course, the very expensive citrus cleaner. :P


Intruder! I hate to be disturbed when I'm hard at work. Dieeee!!!!


From here on hands got too dirty to take pics. Lubed them on BOTH sides and sealed them back. It was a quick one placing them back. Think the bearings got trashed a little too hard, will have to see what happens after this. Else... must use The Ultimate.

Looks like i have free tix again, this time it's to Chitty Chitty Bang Bang. I've had the opportunity to watch ALL the musicals, but yet i've turned down the recent few. Soon i will not have any to watch, not that i'm in that "genre", but i think i won't miss watching them. i should have noted those that i've watched, even before Stomp and those that came after, like Singing in the Rain, Slava and blah blah blah.. watched so many till i lost count lor. All thanx to phwigy(and her sis) Think i've even helped indirectly in a few of them, it was fun while it lasted. Maybe that's why i don't quite like watching them anymore.... saturated. Think i'm just the normal "atak" that they label me as. I'm happy by just slacking. :P

Tomorrow afternoon I must go have my Happy Meal!! (ALONE) muahhaha.. i'm loving myself already!

Good nite cybeworld, i'll miss you.

3 guys and a young punk

Received an SOS call and had to rush out and meet the 2 of them, took me about less than 10mins to get to the only place that's open at 12mn. One VP, a Manager, a nobody and a young punk(bro). We had this serious need to get something, something that will just get us out of trouble. We had SOO MUCH laughter, and tears, that we totally ignored where we were.

After much tryout and pic. This is a preview of the final decision.


It's a waste of time, not to mention money. Yada was cursing all the way and Gadget was so fedup that he could not decide on what he want. The 3 of us thinks this is a pure waste of time. Seriously, RnD has better things to do, what was he thinking when he sent out that email? I will label him a Loser for Life if he does not come out with something. Why must things like this be one sided? It's not the first time, event are constantly pushed up our behinds without our consent. Respect is lost and the line is much thicker. And the meeting..? Why was my team and RnD left out of it? Might as well create an event just for those around his area? When did he ever ask anyone from finance per say about what they want? If not for the both of them i'd have given up on finding anything... especially after my friends made "so much effort" to want to help me choose something.. Thx thx... but ultimately, it's gonna be a draggy afternoon, not to mention the catered food. Maybe i should go da bao my own food and eat it in front of them instead. :P Happy Meal! i still have yet to lay my hands on it!

Lunch was with him, i was once again the "counselor" for internal issues. I've always tried to stay out of these, maybe i'll just touch and go and nothing concrete and deathly. I have no time.
That being said, i now know why the recent additional pressure he's placing on me. I will do my job, but i refuse to take on the new role. i just cannot get over it, the fear deep within keeps rising on moments like this, and i cannot let it happen again, not now, not ever. until i find a way to curb it, else ps leave me out of your equation.


i can't sleep again. I should find a chat mate from another time zone.
I'll try to NOT post any post event pics.

Yet another leaves

Ok. Every month someone’s leaves, and so yet another one finds joy in leaving this “what seems to be a fun company to work in”  place. We will miss his crazy laughter/jokes let alone his very audible vulgarities(my kinda guy)

 

If you’re reading this. Goodbye my friend, may you forever swear in whatever company you go from here on.

beeezeeee

crazy weekend i must say.
Went to the Nite Safari for Halloween, and it was fun!!!


i must go there once more tho, i missed all the educational part of it. Missed out on some of my favorite animals too. Gosh i love the otters!!!!

And muddy mud pie.. what can i say, topped with great fellowship, it elevates me internally that i can barely feel any evilness in me. (NOT) i hated the waiting in the car and people calling me all over and there's nothing i can do about it. Lesson to learn, unless you have something concrete, else don't bother making any dinner plans.

Sat was yet another crazy day, i had this kid that literally hung himself on me. Can you imagine me skating with a kid by my neck? I was so tired that i had to take a nap after that to regen.

Albeit my tired days, i went to buy donuts for the sound crew. And woot it tastes soo good!


ok ok I'm guily of one thing tho. i bought 12 of em, but I ate 5. you can't blame me! They were all so shy... and i could hear the round rounds calling out "Eat Me...Eat Me!" so i had to do what i had to do. And i was happy.

Today's dinner was a drag!!! i REFUSED to drive any there and i stared at my food most of the time. I was soo damn lost. The MC was a total ass. Fion said i did a better job at her wedding. :P The waiters/waitress were mostly from cheena land. I could hardly understand them! i asked one guy what kind of tea he served and he had no idea, then i got him to go into the kitchen to check and he came back telling me they also dunno what tea I'm drinking, huh?!?!
Then nvm, he can't even hold the spoon and fork in one had to scoop the food. He had this very fake "Excuse Me" accent that i mimicked out of the blue, a colleague of mine heard what i said, chocked and teared profusely. everything was so wrong. It was one of the longest moments i ever had. Like why did i even go for the wedding?

Wednesday is supposed to be a Halloween Party in my office, everyone is supposed to be dressed up or you will have to mop the office for a month. SW bought mops liao, i told him to get me one too. It's a waste of time.

Tomorrow will be a better day. The sun will rise once again and i will find joy again. My joy will overflow and affect the people around me, I will be strong and not be lead into darkness.

Till then, stay cheerful peeps!

Condescension

I end the very brain demanding day for me with this quote....

Condescension is one reason why healthy conflict becomes destructive. It's a conversational technique that many use without thinking, and others use with aggressive intention. Either way, it can hurt everyone involved.

mei mei

There's only 2 of these in sg, and i have one of it! woot!


Went out with some "uncles" for a game of pool. And i was pretty impressive today i must say.*nose high up* then i went to skate with bro and another guy, today i'm finally able to do what i was practicing for the longest time. The minute i left my office, i was happy all the way. I wasn't all chatty like my "abnormal" self but it's good to hear your friends trash talk each other. I was just so happy i didn't lose any of my leet pool skills. :P

i'm gonna hang my clothes up, will go try to get sleep after that. i hope my bro dun complain about me snoring out loud again. Don't blame me, i only do so when i lack sleep and am kinda stressed... -.-"